if u look inside my heart, u would see how much I really cry. u find secrets hidden, bestfriends, & lies. but what u see the most is how hard it really is to stay strong when nothing is ever right & everything is always wrong .it is my sorrow that has made the story of my life... in thousand ways, it has turned my limitations into beautiful privileges, and enabled me to walk serene and happy in the shadow cast by my deprivation my sorrow is my oasis, encouraging me to go on it is essential to my well being.. and thus, this is my story .. Well I am a down to earth who feels bad when cheated and happy when appreciated.I m a perfect piscean..to know me more you have to know me to know me..!! i have a lot of attitudes... i can show a lot of different personalities... i can be the best or the worst.. i can make you laugh or even make you cry... *i'm wild child with lots of passion *a crazy cool gal *your bossy brat *i'm joyful in living life *your childlike in the carefree *so energetic *very sensitive *can be generous *i'm always up for adventures *i can be popular and outgoing with the circle of friends *i'm an inventive inquisitor *i learn life through living *i take things as they come and *see things as they are *i'm a sympathetic sidekick *a well thought out adviser *an open hearted person *your free spirited girl *i follow what i feel than what my brain says *i tend to act spontaneously *i'm impulsive *a quite romantic teen *i'm passionate *a gutsy and bold gal.. i take charge of my life *i can be daring *has a rebellious attitude *a risk taker and a *happy go lucky i can be your best friend; i can even be your worst enemy.. i can be real; i can be fraud... i can boost you up; i can even turn you down.... i can be nice; i can even be an evil... i can be strong; i can even be weak... i thing's for sure,, i take life as it is... and faces whatever obstacles might rise up as i go along my life's journey... i face every challenges that come along as bravely as i can.. well i want to meet anyone who will treat me nice even if its just here... in reality i want to meet that someone who: _can care for me, _can love me, _makes me special, _will nver leave me behind, _will never set me aside... _i can always count on, _i can lean on, _can make me laugh when i'm sad, _can shed tears when he/she sees me crying, _will value all that i value as well... _will treasure all the things that are important to me as well... _can fight for me 'til the end _will be proud of me _can bring all the smiles and laughters that i lost from my yesterdays... _knows how to ease the pain _can accept the real me

composing poems & essays, computer graphics, surfing, biking, playing badminton,basketball,

rnb, acoustic, soft rock, love songs, pop music.. ballads, classics, opm..The Warrior is A Child..!!
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Lyrics When I see your smile, Tears run down on my face. I can't replace. And now that I'm stronger, I have figured out, How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul. And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one. I will never let you fall. (let you fall.) I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.) Even if saving you sends me to heaven. Seasons are changing, And waves are crashing, And stars are falling all for us. Days grow longer and nights grow shorter, I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall. (let you fall.) I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.) Even if saving you sends me to heaven. 'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y, My true love, my whole heart. Please don't throw that away. 'Cause I'm here... for you! Please don't walk away and, Please tell me you'll stay... here! Whoa-oh! Stay! Whoa-oh! Use me as you will! Pull my strings just for a thrill! And I know I'll be okay, Though my skies are turning gray! (gray! gray!) I will never let you fall! I'll stand up with you forever! I'll be there for you through it all, Even if saving you sends me to heaven! I will never let you fall! I'll stand up with you forever! I'll be there for you through it all, Even if saving you sends me to heaven! (fade out) TITANIC LYRICS.. Every night in my dreams I see you. I feel you. That is how I know you go on. Far across the distance And spaces between us You have come to show you go on. Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on Love can touch us one time And last for a lifetime And never go till we're one Love was when I loved you One true time I hold to In my life we'll always go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on There is some love that will not go away You're here, there's nothing I fear, And I know that my heart will go on We'll stay forever this way You are safe in my heart And my heart will go on and on

stay alive, hostel, wag kng li2ngon, 51'st date,A Walk To Remember titanic..~:+: 2 fast 2 furious 1-3, lindsay muvies!, hs musicaL, cowbelLes, mission impossible 1-3, teenage movies! :+:~

takeshi's castle, full house, australia's and america's next top model, 8th and ocean, american idol..Oprah

Chicken Soup for the Soul, Leo Buscaglia's line of books, Steven Covey's line of books, math and chemistry..

" I don't miss you, no, I don't need you so, I can live my life without you, I'm strong enough to let you go, Yeah, I wish that were true, but all of that is...yeah..whatever, Cause both of us know the truth, I'm gonna love you forever. "
" I know in Heaven, things will be alright, I just wish I was in Heaven right now, Cause living with out you, feels like Hell tonight."
"I Love You... Yeah those are not empty words, I can't live without you, Haven't you heard? I Love You and I Need You for as long as I live, I can always regret, but myself, I'll never forgive."
"Did you know the sun shined today? Too bad I was too sad to enjoy the sun. Okay, you've won, I give up now, you were always right.... Now will you c"If your lucky enough in your lifetime, You'll find someone who will truly love you, And if you happen to be one of those lucky few, Don't ever let them go. EVER!! "
"Love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts. Even after it's over, even through the pain, anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that they never regretted a second of it, no matter how much it hurt in the end. And if you tell me differently, I will tell you that you were not truly in love."
"In a perfect world, when he's with her, he would be wishing he was with me; when he looked at her, he would be looking at me; when he smiled at her, his smile would be for me; when he thought about someone, he would be thinking about me. In a perfect world, he would realize that she wasn't the one he was supposed to be with and I would still be standing here waiting for him still when he finally knows this. But this isn't a perfect world and people do get hurt, you smile when you feel like crying, you act like you're okay when you're falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on, because there's nothing else you can do."
"Sometimes I wake up crying at night and sometimes I scream out your name. What right does she have to steal your heart away when for so long you were mine? I remember when you were mine."
"All we could do was close our eyes, and wish that the slow song would never end."
"When these days are gone, when all the love we gave to each other slowly fades away, when your beautiful smile is only here as a dream, and when the words 'I love you' are scripts of the past, I will always have the memories that were once moments, and I will always know that no matter what, I got the chance to be loved by you."
"If time ever told me that I could only have one last thing to say to you, one final plea to try and make you understand how it is I feel, it wouldn't be I love you. It wouldn't be that this was all pre-destined. And it wouldn't be that one day you'll regret this decision. Although it would be heart wrenching, I would look into your eyes and say that to love is to find freedom in its truest sense. And I would only hope one day you are able to let yourself be enveloped by the full intensity of that emotion. Those would be my final words of good-bye to you. It is only then that hope will have finally faded away and courage would help me go on. But always know a part of me will say: soul wants you, heart needs you., for you I am willing to try."