class will start vy soon,, my beloved frens r busy with their routine,community service n tutorial, only me still having precious holiday,,soon it will comes to an end,,, truly hope 3 years can pass by in a blink of an eye,,, allowing myself to continue my studies in a field that i have no interest in does hurt but then that's the mistake i had made,,it is not the end of world anyway,, i can always change my path after graduation,,, nothing remains,,

eventhough i am a mechanical student,,my mind doesn't need to dedicate in mechanic science, i don't have to be identify... as long as i study,, no matter how much i dislike it,,, i still will pass,,but i nvr achieve my goal, i had go through all this,,, being in science class ever since form4,,, but now i don't pass with flying colours in my studies like i used to in the subject that was nvr my cup of tea..

if school starts,,i'll feel lonely for a few days although my housemates and friends are around,,but i will get use to it after some time,,, i got to change the negative thinking to positive thinking,,when i'm alone in Perlis,it's about me and nobody.. although surrounding by people,,loliness still appear... it's a tragedy when nobody else around..

how can i be alone,, when i am with myself?? face my fear of being alone and loliness will be afraid ofme.. being by myself is beatiful,, not the loliness is distrubing me,,, but i am disturbing the loneliness